Laps one
I am alone
Laps two
I am aware I am not alone
Laps three
I am with the buildings, the hills and the sky
Laps four
I am with him
Laps five
He is still in my head
Laps six
Even in my fantasy
Laps seven
He is looking at me
Laps eight
Actually he is not
Laps nine
He is always in my head
Laps ten
I forgive myself my fantasies
Laps eleven
I let him see me
Laps twelve
I let him touch me
Laps thirteen
While I swim I look at him looking at me
Laps fourteen
I should stop these thoughts
Laps fifteen
I should let go
Laps sixteen
I am aware the process of goodbye takes time
Laps seventeen
This is important
Laps eighteen
Feeling happy I am going somewhere
Laps nineteen
Feeling so sad about it at the same time
Laps twenty
I feel the water touching my skin
Laps twenty one
I feel my body`s sadness
Laps twenty two
I feel my body`s strength
Laps twenty three
He will be always there and never
Laps twenty four
I am almost there
Laps twenty five
I should get out and go on
